It can be as grand or as simple as I want. No judgement, just wishes and wants and dreams. And it doesn’t have to be forever, it just has to be right for now.
Right now, what do I want? What kind of life, if I make it, create it, would feel right, authentic to me?
I know who I am. I know what I want. Sometimes I forget that. Sometimes I get stressed. Sometimes I get distracted by pretty dreams. So I’m writing this post to remind myself.
I want a beautiful, bright, light home, lots of white and soft fabrics. An open layout so I can see everything easily. A kitchen I can cook and bake in (cakes, cookies, pies…). A studio or a loft apartment. I want my own home, my own sanctuary.
In that apartment, I want to work on my computer. Writing, typing, blogging, maybe even making videos. I want to make money creating content about things I love and things I’m learning about. I want to be my own boss and have the final say in how I serve life and participate in the world. My boundaries.
I want to learn about being human, and how to be better at being human. I will have me — my body, mind, heart, spirit — for the rest of my life and I want to be in better company. I want to be amazing just on my own, before I go looking for someone or people to love and love me back.
And when I am with people I want to be with people who support and inspire and encourage me. Finding friends, family, supporters who back me emotionally, mentally, financially, and I want to be someone who does the same for them.
I want to know, to feel like, I’m looked after, guided, taken care of, loved. With the people I’m with, and the spiritual path I’m on.
I want to be beautiful because I am healthy. Beyond the numbers, I want to love the way my body looks and feels. I want to know what to wear because it looks good, and I want to be able to do a pull up.
I want to have an income that allows me to take breaks, spend on the ones I love, cover expenses (including needs, wants, luxuries and emergencies). I want both active and passive incomes, more from passive. And I want to be earning more than I’m spending, no matter what I’m buying.
I want enough.
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